Your Wonderful...

Every girl has the desire to look beautiful!! I hope every girl does.
I know that there are days when you just feel like poop (figure of speech, not actually literally), and you don't feel like doing anything. I know what it feels like to not care, just thinking that no one even notice's you so whats the point of making any effort. I felt almost everything that could be felt about not being pretty enough, not being good enough, not having the right clothes or the friends. All through out junior high and high school, and trust me i still struggle everyday. Am i good enough? is my hair OK? does my outfit match?
Junior high (grades 7-9 for me) was tough. I struggled with friends who didn't like each other very much and they  fought over who would get to hang out with me during recess. They were not the best of memories that i have. But i remember during those times that i was convinced i was not beautiful. Even though you get the "Your so beautiful." from your friends and aunts and parents. But making yourself believe it is really hard. I hated my arms (still do) but then i hated them. I would where huge sweaters to cover up my body and arms, or a huge red jacket. I never took them off, if it was hot outside that jacket or sweater would stay on until i got home off the bus. I was not proud of my body at all.
High school was better than Junior high, i opened up a lot more even made some new friends. Anyways...enough with the sad story. I finally realized how beautiful i actually was (I'm not trying to sound vain or anything), but God showed me that i am beautiful if i just be myself. Being yourself is the most beautiful you can be.It doesn't matter what others think. As long as you know that you are the most important and amazing BEAUTIFUL girl that God has made. You are his princess, and no one can tell you you're not because its not true. Psalm 139:14 says "I praise you because i am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, i know that full well." I love this verse. I go back and read it every once in a while just to remind myself  I am Fearfully and Wonderfully made. I'm Beautiful.
I know that it hurts to feel like your not worth it and that no one cares, or that you don't think your gorgeous. But in the eyes of the Lord your so Precious to him, He wants you to set your eyes on him. He wants you to become one of his princess`s.
I cant even explain how much this topic means to me. It hurts me to see others not feeling beautiful. I dislike when people say they are not beautiful, or they are not skinny enough. Sometimes i feel like slapping a person who that, and knocking some sense into them, telling them there Amazing and Beautiful. Be Happy. God made you the way you are. Be Beautiful. Be You. (That`s kinda cheesy, but it works).
Sharon :P